music is so amazing, and i take it for granted too much.
i take
everything for granted too much, especially beauty.
And I'm an OCDer, so that means i don't make decisions and i am never satisfied. But I don't mind overly much, it's to be expected-- I am an intricate being in a contented world.
But I'm being deceptive. Despite these bitter clips, things are actually pretty good. Holy Ghost is permanently a part of my past, I just bought new clothing, I'm going out on the town with Melanie tonight, and a Judy Garland album is on its way to my house. I think I'll live.
