what a life. Just wrapping up my dreary Monday as a kickoff for my dreary week. Luckily, this past weekend was refreshing. On Friday, I went to the mall with Sara and Mel, which was MUCH NEEDED. We went outside, and the fountain was going, providing white noise in an otherwise muffled and silent night. The whole place was in tones of grey, and the wind blew the water from the fountain all across the night sky in billowing, phantomlike clouds and wisps of water droplets. Mel and I frolicked, relished, and shoved our hands into the brisk water of the fountain on a quest for Abraham Lincoln. It was almost, almostcinematic. Sara didn't get it. To quote Melanie, "me and geoff saw how amazing the night was...sara is still somewhat lost."
:)
Saturday, I ordered out Indian food. The lady on the phone wouldn't let me order two orders of samosas for whatever reason...IT WAS SO WEIRD. Like, who tells their customers that they can't get more food? I asked for 2 orders and she said "No, one." Um, ok. Whatever........................weird.....it was still good =D
Then on Sunday, Stef and I went into Newtown, got some coffee (and pumpkin cream cheese muffins!!!!!), and walked 'round. We went to the gallery, and also went and got Chinese food at Duck Sauce; it was actually the first time I had gone in there for more than pickup, and it was mighty delicious, oh yes. Stef and I had some great conversation, tried to find an open church to go to (to no avail), visited the St. Luke's teeny tiny cemetery, etc. It was fun, more intellectual than most hanging out I've been doing recently.
And now Monday...Jesus Christ, life is bleck. Bleak, too. Bleak-bleck. I'm physically and emotionally worn out, totally and completely. I feel so broken.
as tegan and sara would say, what do i need to do to see myself in a better mood? there's not a lot for you to give if you're giving in, there's not a lot for you to feel if you're not feeling it...
